I sing "So Far Away" like I'm making a prayer. And I sing "Fiction" the same way.
Because I know you're listening.
And I don't stop singing, even when my tears make my vision blur.
Even when I can make my voice sound because of all the tears.
Even when I hide my face on my hands and cry because I'm missing you.
I know you don't want to see me that way.
And that's why I'm always angry with myself when I cry.
But my tears only mean something:
"I miss you, but I know you are by my side.
I know you are here for us."
Every time I imagine the four guys I love so much as I love you meeting you again in Heaven - and I know this w